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Why Does Everybody Hate me?
by Jan Chester Lema
Why does everybody hate me?
Have I done something wrong?
For I am they always tease
And crave to rip me long
Why does everyone hate me?
No matter how hard I try
To please and make them happy
Still they wish I die
Why do they always hate me?
Specially the ones I love
Is it my face they hate to see?
And others they wish to have?
And now I feel you hate me
Is that because I began
To fall in for you slowly
And admire you hand in hand?
Do these things make you hate me?
I'm sorry if that's the fact
But it’s hard to stop it quickly
For its you whom I got in track
Sure you won’t say you hate me
Coz no one admits own anger
But everyday I feel the agony
Of being the number one loner
Now everyone seems to hate me
I can’t bear it anymore
And even you want me to flee
It hurts me even more
I know I can’t stop you hate me
But please listen to my song
Just once please let me love thee
For life would not last long
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The Week With You
by Jan Chester Lema
I'm glad to see you in reality
After weeks I've waited in vanity
Now it's true to be with you
That I thought it would be never true
I recall your face as you glance at me
The moment I came for you to see
Of course I don't know what to say
Coz you might be mad and go away
But for me I think that will be
The happiest moment that I could see
To meet you in person after all those years
Which I waited long with all my tears
I even blitzed the time you need
In class to bring tomato seed
There I offered my help to you
So I searched and hope to find one or two
But man I failed! Gosh this sucks!
I made you hoping and now I’m plucked
I hope you forgive me for what I did
To fail in bringing tomato seed
And again you had this enormous task
So I seek you out and had to ask
"What's your assignment? I'll help you to beat!"
"Ah! The lab gown you need, with your name on it"
So shortly I offered my help to you
To fulfill my promise once and true
Just as I thought it was safe and sound
But again I failed and fell hard on the ground
But all I want is to help you ease
All you burdens and assignments please
Coz I don't want to see you in difficulty
And I don't want you to be mad at me
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Waaa!! Tapos na po kaya bakasyon!! Tagal na tong poem na to!! It's been 3 months na ata since i made this poem e. I made this last June 7, 2004. Actually, this is my 2nd poem composition. Dapat kasunod ito ng "Shiawase" pero most likely i redefined this e.
I made this title "Final Summer" coz I initially want to make a poem which describes how my last school year summer happened. Since i'm in 2nd year, of course the following years would be full of practicums and a lot more. So this would be my final summer as a student.
Most likely, the thought of this poem is all about my experience last summer. Like swimming, missing my classmates <naks>, playing with my barkada, touring with my dad and a lot more. But i emphasized the last stanza, narrating of how this girl made an impact within my life. Remember the girl i'm pertaining in "Shiawase"? It's the same girl in here. Kaya yon. Dapat kadugtong nito yun kaso tinamad na ko e.
So enjoy reading peeps!! Comment naman jan o!!
Final Summer
by Jan Chester Lema
Now it's time to bid, goodbye to things
We enjoyed and cherished, this past few months
The lessons, memories, and joy it brings
I know that's what, everybody wants
For me I had, an awesome time
Coz this vacation, seems so fun
I learned a lot, along the line
I hope this lessons, would not run
We had ventured in, different places
Along with my dad, I discovered a lot
From north to south, we had these races
Touring again, will give it a shot
Of course it's incomplete, if we haven't been
To resorts and beaches, to swim along
So we searched these places, which we haven't seen
While listening and singing, all these songs
But it's hard to feel, the sadness inside
To miss your friends, during school days
You wish they're here, right by your side
And be with you, in all your ways
Well that's life, just as I thought
Circling and circling, again and again
I hope there's something, which will never ought
"Will this vacation, ever end?"
Now it's time to bid, goodbye to things
We enjoyed and cherished, this past few vacation
But there's one thing in me, that'll always ring:
The time you came, and relieved my emotion
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This was my very first poem I've ever written!! I made this last June 4, 2004. I made this poem, well, beacause i was just inspired.. Inspired saan?? Well, That's for you to find out.. Ultimately, the thought of this poem is my experience with this lady.. Wherein she began making changes in my life, without her noticing that she already had made an impact within me. It tells about how I met her, how we became friends.. and consequently, how she lost reached with me. The mood is quite sad, although the title "Shiawase" is a japanese word meaning: "Happiness". I chose that title coz she's the one who made me happy, but the time she lost touch with me, sadness returned and again... As always, dominated my whole life. It also speaks of how I long to see her and bring back the once happy, enjoying and fulfilling friendship we had, before the school days came.
Man!! I miss her!! Sobra!
Enjoy!
Shiawase
by Jan Chester Lema
One night alone, in a darkened room
A thought in me, began to bloom
To wonder if, you are alright
Or sleeping good, and hugging tight
But before that scene, you said to me
"Here's my number, save it please"
"Sure I will", I told you then
And think when will, I call you again
At first I thought, it was the same old friend
No change inside, but didn't end
It's been 3 years, since I first knew you
I expected nothing, and had no clue
That moment came, when I had to call
Picked up the phone, and dialed all
Then I heard it rang, and began to wait
Will you pick it up, or is it late?
But I was surprised, to hear you speak
Your voice seem familiar, I ought to seek
Aha, you sound, like my friend before
Who was close to me, and walked through my door
We talked together, about ourselves
Our past, our lives, and anyone else
As if time had stopped, and had no use
We enjoyed each other, and have no excuse
Suddenly I felt, something different
As if loneliness was, torn by a current
Overwhelming joy, that I had last time
Became clear today, like a sunshine
What's the reason, why I'm so glad?
Why am I happy, and not so sad?
Is it you who gave, me all this joy?
And buried my tears, beneath the soil?
For weeks we've talked, like there's no tomorrow
And weeks you took, away all my sorrows
I hear your voice, running in my head
Even I'm asleep, lying in my bed
I always thank God, for giving me
A friend like you, who made me happy
For me you are, a special gift
Like a splendid gold, without a rift
Alas! After weeks, now I see
You became so special, inside me
The changes you made, within my life
The passion you gave me, to give up strife
But as time goes by, you began to fly
Little by little, you stopped dropping by
"Sorry I'm busy, please understand"
That's what you told me, so I took it on hand
And now you did, all your stuff
And I prayed for you, without a puff
I supported you, with all my heart
So that no one could, tear us apart
But the sadness you came, to take away
Returned to me, and began to say
"Ha-ha, she's gone! I'll bring you tears
Put you doubt, and all those fears!"
Again in my life, I got so scared
That you might forget me, and all we've shared
But I recall the promise, we had in line
"We'll be friends, till the end of time"
Somehow it made, me feel alright
As I think of you, every night
I really miss you, if you only knew
I really miss you, do you feel it too?
Now it's time for me, to end this sketch
Because it's meaning, is hard to fetch
But all I want, is for you to hear
"I miss you so, now is that clear?"
Even if the sun, fades this day
Still I'd be here, just for you to stay
And even if, you found someone
Hope you won't forget me, and will not run
"Hi, hello? Can I speak to you please?
Oh, I'm sorry you’re busy, jeez!!
But hold on a little, I've got something to say
You made me happy, please don't go away..."
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